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28 August 2007 @ 09:32 pm

you may ask yourself why she dances 
i ask myself this question sometimes...
tonight is the answer to that question

this dance i did tonight gave me the most powerful feeling...
this dance made me think about someone
this person i loathe
she was the only person i thought of when i started this dance
i dont loathe her becasue shes horrid and rude
i dont loather her the way most people loathe
but then again im not most people
i loathe her becasue she doesnt compinsate with me
i try and try to catch her attention, to act like her
and her friends
this doesnt work...
not in the least 
the most horrible part is she is completley unaware of my acts of trying
so now...
you might be asking yourself
she goes to my school and
is in 8 grade
now dancers have a completley different set of emotions that others
we feel  and act and think completley differently...
i was to the point of EXAUSTION
i was praying to God i wouldnt throw up when i was dancing
i was bent over the trash can when i wasnt danceing
when it was my group i got off my ass and poured my HEART

theres only two people id like to give credit for
becasue of my performance tonight
jonathan the choreographer
and this one girl...
whom none of you know who she is..
whom i will probably never tell you


Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Hallsee_spot_seize on August 31st, 2007 11:30 pm (UTC)
Are you talking about Bree?
maddiesaywuhhmaddiesaywuhh on September 1st, 2007 04:45 am (UTC)
talking about her when?
Hall: pic#64840743see_spot_seize on September 2nd, 2007 12:17 am (UTC)
No, in your poem.
maddiesaywuhhmaddiesaywuhh on September 2nd, 2007 08:14 pm (UTC)
ifni wanted everyone to know who i was talking about..i wouldve broadcasted it...and im not gonna tll u the answer to that...it may be yes and it may be no...